You may have forever hurt my heart, and wounded my soul, but what’s left of my heart is breaking for you my LDJ, and when you laugh at me and ridicule me among other people, I know your heart is aching, and your soul is crying . The things you are doing to yourself now are the ultimate acts of self-destruction for any woman., and you are a good woman beneath the constant sexual addiction behaviors. And I still love you no matter what, and I still miss you terribly no matter what. I’m sorry I didn’t satisfy you in the bedroom! You take care of my girl!

I tried to make the L word to you because you are invaluable to me, and it was making the L word to you for me no matter how we made it.